Xmas

*sweat*


Najwa seem awfully mad about that night..
It cant be help...I was searching for dinner...and it's not that easy to find food these days..

Malaysia...Even you turn right and left you can find food. LOL

My holiday was not that fun. Laying around the house...doing nothing and just watch my cat laze around.


Actually..i ran out of what to say!

true love

eventhough najwa said not to talk about it.

i decide to let it go here in my blog.

yes...it's been dead.

I know...

To continue here. Today is Xmas eve i say? I was suppossed to be in Malaysia at these days. Celebrating the Xmas family dinner. Like i always do. LOL

Actually..im kinda happy i didnt!! who cares about some fucked up snob who thinks they are all that??!!!

Okay, okay im gonna lose my cool.

True Love eh?

When i got to know..when that certain someone is etc etc..

Im kinda sad...

And a little angry (i lied)

i really am just so fucked up. I dont know the whole story and i would like to know what is it.

Okay now, i have 5 days holiday of Xmas...Here alone..without a girlfriend...

here alone...in this lonely room~

Recommended Hentai

LOL


yea i know. You might be thinking that. OMG. This guy is perverted.

Na...just to put it for the fun of it.
Since i've been a lot of stressed these days.


And one of it to be lectured by my Uncle
Gah. like i cared.


My exam is drawing near, and i just dont want to care anymore.
Nope. not actually doesnt care. But just worry.

i just read hazu blog and now im now worried for the worst.

i love her also. But i guess as her cousin. I cant do much.
i have my boundaries as well.

i do not have the legal relationship as a family member...

anyway najwa. i just realized.
why the maid costume is long sleeved?!!
*sulk* everyone being mean to me...

New friends

Again, i met a new friend.


In Malaysia.


>.>

why i dont have friends here in japan?
i do have. But i mean in the nets?
2chan's are boring though...
anyway, bout this guy....
he's younger than me that is true.
He's Hazu-kun's God Brother.
Wait, if he's hazu-kun's brother than maru is also his god sister?

He's a nice guy! Not bad. Get along him fine.
Cant wait to meet him during CF cause we're gonna beat that boy into a man.

beat him senseless eh?

Ah..what i am going to do with this boy?

Oh well, i got nothing. I can be sure that this year CF would be exciting though.
I wonder what more can i offer?

and fall already arrive. And it just have to be this cold here...
the heater in the lab doesnt make the room that warm.
I have to rely 24 hours on jacket+lab coat+ coat+blanket
ah..i wish for a hot pot...

uwa..

Abandon~!

Omg...and abandon blog...


LOL


how long i didnt update this baby?

sorry been very busy.



here are my updates between this one month


1. Shocked to know my kitten have a goshujin-sama
2. part time work at 7-eleven
3. Second semester started...
4. My mother flower shop is booming..
5. Najwa seem to be mad with me a lot of these days
6. Kuroi neko is not well...
7. I seem to blame myself of what happen


ah..that's all.

And i somehow grew fond of this boy.

Lol! i might even rape him!!

a so called my kitten's goshujin-sama?

LOL

believe me! this kid is so immature!!

but he share the same fetish as me!!


BUNNY GIRLS RULES!!!

But you know, bunny girl are quite hot.

Wonder there aren't many fave?

Moe Moe Kyun~

Im back~!

Gone for about 14 days...

Demo, I was too lazy to update the blog anyway, havent feel like it.

I heard about the Flu in malaysia, seem to be spreading quite a lot.
>.>

oh well, in japan...


cant really sure what is what actually. Cause i have a heavy fever for a whole week.
No...cant be sure because of the flu. Maybe it's just cold here. So it's easy to get fever.

my cousin were quarantined.

-_-" now im little worried now.
That morning she showed me how she plays her bass. Also a black bass? lol, i thought she want a white bass.


Why with the moe moe kyun?

lol, seem to be addicted to it. I was watching K-on last ep yesterday (rerun), so i was..

ah such nice series, why end it?

hope there will be another season...

Cold?

I was watching some animal show when they said a stork will migrate to a warm area when the winter comes.

So...

Am i like a stork?

well it doesnt add up.

Im not sure...seeing this picture is wrong or not.
Well..i was quite turned on looking at this picture..
it's wrong i know...

*sigh*

children grow a lot these days..

Also, well what im going to tell you here might be normal for some guys out there. For me...It's still not acceptable.

Allright, as my usualy way back to home. I always need to go through this elementary school.

Of course. It's normal.

Yeah, looking some little girl and boy fucking her.
Yeah normal.

NORMAL?!


HELL NO.

i caught them red handed! And unfortunately i knew them. They are my NEIGHBOR CHILDREN.

and im not sure you realized when i put neighbor without 's'.

No, if you are thinking they couple.

Yes, if you're thinking they are siblings.

For better or worse. I have to tell their parents.

They are young and they do not understand. What are they parents thinking?
My GOD!

*headache*

not sure what i can do than telling on them. But i am assure that their parents make sure i shut my mouth...

which i just told you guys. *wheeze*

maybe children these days are more advance than us?
if not nutured properly, i'll myself am not sure how i will deal with my child. -_-"


sibling realationship. I wish i have one. >.> not in that kind of situation of course.

Being Too Lazy

*counting*

hmm how many days to end of my break?

1, 2..4 weeks more i suppossed.

Oh i heard fasting month in Malaysia is in august?

Haha, yes for us is near that month too.
T^T...

Well one thing about fasting month in Japan is

1- never too lively
2- very rare
3- and doesnt seem like fasting at all
4- a great yearns for food
5- i got thinner

well one of the reason though

but still during the end of it. Eid's came, we prayed at home. Of course. you wont find too many muslim in sapporo.

The only way to experience Eid properly is go to the south of japan in tokyo.

I mean in Tokyo, south of Tokyo i meant.

I visited there...i think once, that time...
I think it was 4 years ago...(currently is 20)
My parents bought me to this place, shibuya-ku a city in tokyo.
Please, dont always think tokyo it's city.
It's a state.

so i went to shibuya-ku when i was 16 and this is the first time i saw a real mosque in Shah Alam.


Well is not i havent seen a mosque...
it's just the mosque in Japan are usually are two storey store. Usually. It's small and located in rural areas. You see?

But anyhow, i remember celebrating Eid's day at this mosque. But due to transport, usually when eid's coming we go back to malaysia to celebrate.


Oh remembers me about 'hari raya korban'

*shivers*

the amount of blood can already make my ankles weak. Lol.

anyway, fasting month coming! so good luck 2 you guys!

>w<

Steak

Haha...today is meat day~

you know i've been going out too much, everyday is shopping day. But today is different!! today i hunt for clothes! and suddenly i encounter the meat guy!

Yes! Meat SALE!!!

damn it was the nicest meat i ever saw!
the tenderness.. the red meat i ever want to!!

and it's 1,000 yen per kg!!!

OMG i bought the whole of it!!

when i got back! i said to my mother

"today is MEAT DAY"

well one of the reason i bought it because the seller is a malay and it's halal. Thank god..


I dont remember the last time i got to eat steak.

It's heaven!! I love it!! I adore it!! MEAT i adore you like my penis!!

*cough*

well i cant say because my penis havent grown for quite a long time..
how long is it?
*measure*

*cough*

anyway, have you heard punky heart?

damn it's nice. I fell in love with the clothing! Pink black! new combination!!
*search for pink and black clothes.*

hmmm none..

oh well, buy one tomorrow!
anyway, im so bored~

besides than eating meat..

Oh well... haha.

Giant Pocky

Was out to watson today. So while walking around i saw something that catches my eye.

"Betadine"

oh..

"vaginal douche"

come again?

i picked up the box. "For your personal hygiene.."

and next to the box it's a condom.

"aih...should i buy one?"

but somehow my mother saw me holding those things and asked me to put it down.

"why are you holding this kind of things?"

i said it's nothing just curious what is it...

Lol, a so innocent that i think i can puke. Lol.

Nothing much had been done, because i just got a call from my lecturer (uncle) saying
"it's good you're back there, the whole campus got a huge blackout thanks to a certain group who overpowered the lab we're using so the lab campus is closed until summer holiday is finished, and also you didnt hand it your report that is overdue last week"

"i hand it to you last 2 weeks before i got back."

"i didnt get it."

"i put it on your desk"

"i'll check on it later. Anyway i'll be back for the holidays"

"you dont have work?"

"i do, i will bringing it some for home"

"good luck then."

"send my rega-"

i closed the phone.

Of course, if there's more, he's going to lecture me so why not?

Well since im bored waiting for my mother to finish her groceries, so i hook up on the net.
I search things like...

condom
penis
vagina
and anti-rape
loli
lolita

so want to know that made me so interested in posting it here? look! it's really nice! i wish to visit this country someday.



is ultra large CONDOM! i wonder who have a big penis like that? i wonder how long a person vagine..can stretch?
oh..im curious...

also...it reminds me of the penis festival..wonder when it's on again? thinking of going there again. Lol. I buy a whole lot of penis! the power of men!!


Although, i turned white when i found this;
anti rape

seriusly, let just say my lustfull cant be prevented and i decide to hit a neighbourhood girl? and is so happen she's wearing this kind of things. My penis will crushed by it's wrath..











Also...i want the cupcakes...where are the cupcakes? Oh forgot about the giant pockys!!
It's deliciouse! it's strawberry, not available in chocolate. T^T..

cant post it here because when i want to take a picture of the pocky..the person who works there rise a brow at me...makes me a little uncomfortable..

no. I didnt bought it... But i think i once see this brand in malaysia. So why dont go and hunt for it? i bet you can find it!

Bousou Shojo

I was out today...which i was suppossed to online, and i think najwa is totally pissed at me because i was not online on the day we are suppossed to online..

i can somehow feel her wrath...

Anyhow, i went out today, and the chilling breeze really gone up to my spine, and i sound like an old guy.

I met this girl..her name is nadia in MSN last 2 days. Well i added her long time ago. A student studying at Tokyo. I think. Anyway, jsut talked to her nothing much though. Oh well, good to see other races studying here aite?

So today i walk around the city and spotted a new bookstore. Since it's grand opening, there's a sale. Talk about sale, there's been around a lot...my addiction to clothes, become more greater day by day...and because of it, my pocket burn a larger hole...T^T...

the book i found was bousou shojo...

a very nice manga. Haha, i laughed reading it, perfect cencorship and really really cant make anyone turned on! damn i bought the whole 3 volume!! i was so hooked on!!

I laughed reaading walk home. And even in the train on the way back.


oh while walking back, i remembered the story about red riding hood. The REAL story.

The real ending is where red riding hood killed the wolf herself with an axe. Which i learnt last time. I lol'ed when i read the alteration story.

Yes, fantasy it's what girls love, and usually fantasy is not really a fantasy. It's good to have fantasy...cause i do love fantasy you see...*cough*

Fantasy give nothing but fake dreams to child. So i dont really suggest it~

back to red riding hood.

While wlaking back, i remembered my cousin used to wear a red scarft, with a red pakistan clothing. I love the way she wear it last time, remembered me raya last year. Haha. Yes, i love the combination of red and black. The black and red have an aura that make people attract to this gloomy and energetic colour? do you agree?

Red bring out the charm of a person. Maybe i should suggest najwa wearing a red meido dress..

Anyway najwa-chan~ gomenne~ will online tonite~

Espanola

Here would like to tribute a new follower in my blog. I dont much about this person yet. But thank you for being my reader. I do not have that much contents, im quite impress for you a spanish too take my blog as your blog list. Im hounoured.

I do talk spanish, but i only knew the basic, i took spanish class at my campus, but i didnt ace it as much as english though...so here it goes.

If there's some wrong misspelling or wrong grammar, please forgive me newbie.

Hola, mi nombre es Kouji Ismail. Im un nuevo blogger como usted también. Agradable encontrarle. Agradezca por ser mi seguidor. Mismo honor. ¿Leí tan su blog, usted podría hablar inglés? puedo ver porqué usted toma mi blog como su lista de lectura. I couldn' español de la charla de t porque mi acento japonés es muy fuerte. ¿Su amigo quiso aprender español? él debe ser un buen amigo el suyo. Desemejante como de algo de mi amigo aquí quién supuesta enseñarme al Malay… doesn' t hace realmente. Haha. Gracias otra vez.


Thanks again!

thanks to all who support my blog. Apprechiate it like hell!!

Shock To Death

Today was amazing.

The time period between 6am in the morning to 8am in the morning.
As usual i took a bath then go see my mother downstairs to join her for breakfast.
I realized today breakfast is sweet tamago, some boiled vegetables, and...hot dogs.
So once finished me and my mother went to the neighborhood to visit them.

*knock* *knock*

"ohayou gozaimas! the Zainuddin residence has come to visit!"

suddenly a cute girl answered the door.

(omg she's cute. Who is she? i dont remember the nanada residence have a grown up child.)

so we were invited in. Have tea biscuits and all. But damn she's to damn cute.
Her mother came in to join us, and we talked, and saying how grown up i have been.
I said "Yes auntie, even you have grandchildrens now eh?"
"grandchildren? oh you mean this girl? oh dont tell me you forgot? this nana! you used to play with her when she was a small girl! oh you dont remember? see this photo of you and her in the toilet taking a bath together!"
"(WTF?!! where that photo come from?!) uh...ah.."

the girl blushes and run out of the room.

"She surely has grown up to be a fine women"
"yes she is, she could be you wife in near future"
"mother!" she suddenly cried out.
"I dont mind too. *laughs*"

after i said that she didnt even see me out. T^T.


My mother asked me to help to clean the store behind my house.
So i take out things like albums and sort. And it was freaking cold..so i deal with wearing a shortpants and t-shirt and a scarf.

Albums, toys, old clothes, and suddenly i saw my old uniform when i was in elemantary school! ahah...how much i grown. Digging out for more treasure suddenly i found my old porns.
"i thought..my father said he's going to threw this away...-_-"..."

SO going deeper inside i saw something at the very top part of the store. Something blue, and yellow clothes..wonder what is it, so i go and climb to take it, once i get a hold of it..

*crack, slip*

yes i fall down. And the other stuff and boxes fall on top of me too.
I was burried. I cant even move. I panicked. Cause it really is scaring.

The i remined najwa said that im jinx. Or a bad luck..
Maybe it's true...T^T...

my mom heard the noise and come behind to take me out.
No injury though. It's a miracle.
I just take a rest in my room here now.

only a small bruise. Which i already turned pale to it.
My mother said to me
"you're a guy, but you're a afraid of blood? my..my..my.. i wonder when you wife bear childrens..i cant imagine how will you survive?"
i laughed.

okay so want to put things up here, which najwa wants to know.


lie facts about me;

1. i have a younger sister.
2. i play the violin
3. im 18
4. im a cosplayer.
5. i study at Lim Kok Wing

for now i think.

true facts bout me;

1. i play the violin.
2. Im 20 this year.
3. i study at tokyo U, benkyo
4. i am afraid of croakroches and blood.
5. i hate backstabbers.
6. i hate person who think highly of himself.

that all i could think of though..haha..

miss me?

was watching kuro-nyan walking outside the veranda while updating this blog.
It's been 2 days and no updates?

Im so sad..

When i woke up that morning around 7am like that.
I realized, something wet and sticky..
Yes...

Something out of blue...
i cant remember what i dream though..

wonder..what is it.

Oh come on. Boys get a lot of wet dreams. I wonder girl have it too?

cant really say im feeling horny or what. But these thing do come once in a while. LOL.
While browsing through youtube. I found B-Boys. Ah i missed this culture. It's still popular now eh? I remember last time when i used to see boys from 3-E class do it. They sure have the stamina to do it.

popping and so on.

But still out of everything. Expression crew is it still my favorite. Their performance for Wizard and marionette is the best i ever seen..



still depends on situation no? what's your favourite crew?

i am so sleepy. Ought to go back to sleep. I think i go take a walk~
bye~

Home sweet home

Yes. Finally got to update this blog.
Am happy~

Ah sorry for the blur picture. Try to edit it.
It's a scenery from my room. You could see the bath house. (hot spring)
and some bushes and so on.

So...i actually arrive home yesterday quite late.
I reached the house around...4pm. By then it's already dark. I get of the train around 9pm in the morning. Wa!! lots of people! almost died!
then, rush to take the train to sapporo, and to my hometown. Rushed, and rushed. My stupid suitcase does his job by breaking a wheel. I have to carry my 5kg bag on my shoulder along with an over sized laptop.
i was freaking tired by the time i was in the train to home. With everyone pushing around, im glad i dont lost a thing.
I remember going to italy last time, a boy want to hug me and by then, i realizes he's trying to search my wallet.

It's really amazing. Although, i have to say, japan crime rate is not that high. But...i couldnt say much though...you could search it up for yourself.

Since i reached home, 4pm i took dinner with my parents. My kuro neko welcomed me back actually.

okaerinya~ he said..aww..
miss me?
hainya~
aww..what you been doing while im away?
missing younya~

ah..this is home. But..the consturction on the other side of the block is killing me. The park where kids usually play with...already gone. Oh well, time change. Everything will change soon.

So have dinner with my parents, and straight go to sleep.

Waking up to..oh kuronya mewing, i look at the time it's already 1pm.
Since got nothing much to do. Took a bath, and walk around town.
Meet up with some old friend to hangout. Here's one of my friend. His name is Hikaru. He's working at the city now. In his father's restaurant. Used to cut class with him. But he the one who always gets in trouble. A good friend.

So normal stuff, his father ask to eat at his restaurant, kindly rejected it, but oh well..cant resist free food dont i?

Finish with it, i said goodbye to them, but hikaru joins me.
We talked about how all our friend walk different paths. I told him, i met my first girlfriend at a mart. We joke bout stuff we do last time.

Then for old time sake, me and hikaru visit my old school. Instead of going the front gate. We sneak though the back gate, only to get caught by the teacher who caught us when we cutting class.

"HiKaru! Kouji!"

we look behind, and the old dicipline teacher Sir Tanaka. Looking at us.

"slacking off?"
*laughs* "sensei, it's been a long time."
*laughs* "i suppossed so. How you two boys doing?"
"normal stuff.."
"i heard from your mother you got a scholarship in Tokyo U. congratulation"
"uh..thanks. I apprechiate it."

we talk bout schools, how the student are.
By the time the bells ring, the senior high students gushed out. We manage to make some girls turn their heads.
Or..im not sure if they are laughing at us because by that time we were getting lectured about sneaking into the school.

Once evening, we parted our ways. And say goodbye. I took dinner. My father is not back from work yet, so i have my dinner with my mother. I walk down the hall to see my old piano standing there.

i played it. Final fantasy-tifa theme. A nice piece indeed. The piece that i leave on the piano wasnt been touched ever since i left the house.

Watch the news. And open up my latop to update this lonesome blog. Off to bath now. A hot one suits the melancholy mood now~

Home sweet home

too tired..to post *dies*

good night update tomorrow.
and...goodnight to my meido and my new friend mieko-san. Oh and readers too.

Bullet train

I love the bullet train actually.
Well first it goes fast of course.
second, i just love when i travel at night with it.
Which what im doing now.

I just love when i see the scenery from the window. Reminds me when i go to the beach with my friends. So i took off in the evening to catch the train to go to tokyo and take the bullet train. yes i was running late. And the jam start to catch up. was so stressed up. im going to miss my train.
But somehow i made it.

Before i pack up. I decide to play with something stupid. I take an alcohol and burn it.
Wow...blue flame...preety.

So anyways, i bring out my coat that i bought. I know it's summer, but believe me. Sapporo is a very cold country. Even summer it's still cold.
Thinking back...i have no regret buying this coat. Called up my mother and said expecting my arrival tomorrow early in the morning.
she asked whether kohei (my uncle) coming as well?
i said no. Of course. He's too busy. (or is he?)


Anyways, after i bought a box of bento. 2 box of pocky and some juice can. I set of into the train. I was somehow lucky. Eventhough it's summer, the bullet train is not that crowded like last time. If not there will be noise.. and if you're not that lucky, you're going to pair up with some freaky guy.

Sapporo is a nice city. Almost like KL but much more nice and peacefull. Although they are not hip as Tokyo. But it's a nice city to live in.
Of course. I grow up here.
I was thinking of visiting my old friends when im back.

somehow...sapporo reminds me of the snow festival. Yes, i love them. i missed them during the february!
i was suppossed to go back. i was unable too. Sad..

i heard malaysian won the round. Im impressed!

one thing i want you not to expect that is my house is like those japanese culture. Seriusly is not!
it's so modern, that last time i begged my father please stay at a rural area, lol. Now, i dont actually want to.

lol


but time change. Sapporo is a big city. Although i live in the city. But my great grandmother house, is in the rural area. I always spent my summer (winter) days there. One of the reason, because my interest are...sightseeing sakura petal falling down.
This time of year...maybe in fall, where they will slowly floats down to your forehead...and you sleep under a tree.

a sweet scent floating around, and the wind blew your hair...

i miss the good time.

Oh well...until now..im so tired. want to go to sleep. Need to catch another train tomorrow. So goodnight~ oyasuminasai~

A busy Day

Ah...only at night im able to update this blog.

Hait...Im at home.

okaeri-nasai~

well last time tomo greeted me that way...but now he's gone. So i have to deal with it.

Ah..what did i do from morning till noon?

I have a week off tomorrow. So...
I thought of going back next week.

So today, nothing much happen. I was too lazy to go out because of the heat.
Then i realized something the fridge is empty.
So with a heavy heart i walked out of the room and go out into that heaty dessert like.

Believe me, i rather here's to the lecturer lecture's than going out.
So wearing just a t-shirt, a some hot pants and a cap i go out.

Reached the mart, when the door slide open, all the cool air rushed out~
ah..what a relief, there's a cool place on this kind of place (duh...)

So...shopping list it.

tomatoes
instant mee
asparagus
eggs
milk
chips
apples
watermelons (helped a lot)
ultra lot of ice-creams

something is missing.
Yeah...

what could it be?

nvm that i suppossed so caring on with the shopping list.
I somehow bumped into my ex.

i was like "ah..long time no see"

and she was "yeah, long time no see"

She was my 1st lover actually. I know...sounds mushy.
My first love when i was in junior high.
She didnt change much actually.
Only much more cuter i think.
Haha.


But she's short.

Oh well, not much a story, we just somehow talk and some greetings and we finish our sentence and that's all.

Suddenly i got a call. From my cousin.

saying about

"ne, when are you going back?"
"didnt i told you? this fall"
"but fall is long.."
"it will come. I heard you having ur exam. Have you studied well?"
"i did. physics, chemistry and add math are super hard!"
"well, it will be easy if you study hard"
"why dont you be in my shoes for a change?"
"LOL. I would love to. But after that i have to see you naked..."
"WHAT?! I hate you.*slams the phone*"

lol. I called her back then. By this time i was sitting and the fish and seafood stuff. It's cooler there.

"ne...im joking la.."
"hmph, anyways come back here soon. Angie and Asian is coming back too. I want to play all day with your guys~"
"dont worry, but just dont force me to wear those baju melayu again. People hate it, i hate it too"
"you look handsome in it~"
"aww...sweet. And..."
"??"
"what are you doing still here? go revision now! you dont want to get fail right?! how are you going to get into the entrance exam next year?!"
"it's SPM"
"wth is the same. Allright take care now."
"bye, bye see you again~"

and that's all.
I finish up all my shopping list and go to the counter.

****


ah...what a waste to go out there. So i decide to hangout at the magazine area.
Kera magazine..haha najwa must like this.
oh..porn magazines..
"ways to make your partner last longer.."
okay..what does that meant?
*flips open*
"by holding the spot under your partner's ***** will las-"

oh well..never thought it that way.

ah manga section...Got anything new?
i wonder shoujo sect is out?
what bouso shoujo?

ahh i love the ero type manga.
It does have humor though..

i stay long enough to get shoo'ed by the manager.
So still holding my stuff. Which is quite heavy. I cant even have the strength to walk under the heat.

I bought an umbrella, since i cant stand it already. and walk around with it.
It's quite emberassing because it got an usagi printed logo on top.
So i deal with it also...

i have so many so~

then, once just halfway to the stairs, there's a loud noise upstair.
I was like "ah..what happen now..?"

it was a group of guys, running in towel, with the heat, and screaming.

"Come on, what the heck? it's already steamy hot here!!" i shouted.
"kouji! you got to see this!"
"what? a female in the dorm? it's not surprising, i've done it"
"no!!!"
"then what?"

well...not that i want to tell you. But oh well i just walk into the toilet then.
then. it happen.

*slids open the door*

"****"

there's snake in the toilet.
i was like, this is the city!! why there's a snake here?
but it's the small type. So me and some gang kill it with some plank wood.

of course.

you guy who knew me long enough knew what happen next.
I turned pale.

i go back to my room and unloaded the stuff. By that time is already evening.
I just pack my things to go back tomorrow and catch the bullet train tomorrow. So see you guys later~

IT"S FREAKING HOT!!!

I was updating this in the lab actually.

So instead of finishing my last report before the campus closed.
I go to decide to have some eye candy.

No..not just seeing porns.
But almost all of it actualy

*cough*

*cough*

allright.

It's just that i heard my cousin have a thing a two for Punk and sort.

So i just look it up. They do have nice clothings.
But maybe wearing outside will make people turn their head to freakness.

Yes, it's still a new type a clothing. I cant blame them, neither i can blame my cousin too.
Fashion describe how that person is.

No surprise. Because i do wear punk, sometime v-kei, or sometime even street.
But that's not the point. The point is that person love that kind of fashion.

There's no such thing as "ooh..my friends wear it too..."

Your friend is your friend. But what about that person individual self. Do you love it?
If you do. Then grasp it!


I missing the point here.

What i want to tell you readers.
Dont think a new thing is something weird. Dont think bad of them.
They are much more updated in life than you guys who keep wearing casual clothings.
The have more courage than you guys actually.

But in my situation...
Damn..it's hot

need to find a way how to cool myself faster...

Easy Going

Wow..today has been the hottest summer i ever experienced.
It's so hot that i decide to just strip whenever i am.
But thanks to technology my air conditioner saved my life again.

Today schedule...doesnt involve much work, with only a few weeks to summer vacation.
Ah...i want to be in junior high again...
So i can just be a care free person and not worry such things like, assigments and stuff.

I was actually saving my money to buy a new laptop. But i ended up buying a coat. In SUMMER!!!
Well...somehow they are having a sale at this time..so i thought...what the heck.
Money running low these days..
I quit my job, and now waiting for my monthly pocket money from the board of education and my parents.

So today was like any other day.
I wake up. Rush to lecture. Hangout most time at the lab, testing out the new legs i got.
Somehow we are trying our hardest to finish a simple prototype leg. But it's just to complicated.

I suggested on using ballons as a balance meter in the leg, but then again, i remember, if i got shock. Im the one got all the blame.

So i have my lunch a little early than usual. Drop down at the canteen and hangout with some friends.

so i find out my friend have a guy problem.
A guy named ryu.
I had no idea, how i was related though.
But one thing for sure. He must be a lucky guy..

Then again.

Anyway, nice to meet you meiko-san. Heard a lot from najwa. You're her doll? pity. Oh well im her master then.

My blog

Inspired by my friends and net friends.

Especially Najwa-san.


Big thank you for her helping out, giving links and insulting bout my geography weakness.

So, this is my first entry. Looking forward to read other being's blogs too.
So an introduction about myself first.

Introduce yourself.
Good evening, My name is Kouji ismail.
Im a mixed blood, which my father is Malay and my mother is Japanese.
Im 20 years old this year.
My birthday is on the 1st of January.

And yes, Im a male.
Im studying at Tokyo University, Benkyo'.
Taking science and tech as my cost.

I live at?

My hometown is in Sapporo, Hokkaido.
My father's side family is in Malaysia, which i am connected to them.
currently now in Benkyo.

What more?

Im an animal lover. I have a black cat at my hometown which i missed dearly.
I have a slave, which is Najwa.

My weakpoints? and fav food?
My favourite food, is instant mee.
I hate blood. I cant stand them. i dont like cockroaches too.

My U life?
Preety boring, and everyday filled with steaming hot lectures.
My roommate is a gay medicine student.
My uncle is my lecturer.

What are my side-info's?
I easily got turned on. I dont eat my vegetables.
I love cosplay, but never had the time to do it.
I love anime, always have time for it.


What people said about me?
People call me a faker. But i know who i am.
the reason they call me a faker because i have nice face.


my deepest darkest secret?

Im a nerd, who turned to a bishie.
I break many girls hearts.
I made najwa my slave.
I actually hate yuri.
Im a born genius.
I just lost my virginity (well not literally)
my original colour hair was black. now it's brown orange.
i have a small wierner, thinking on how to enlarge it.
I love girl with average size breast. around B-C it's okay.
I hate Baju Melayu.


My talents?

I play piano.
I can speak little malay.
I can draw.
Im good at telling lies.


that is all. Next post would be more what i do.

yours truly;
Kouji Ismail.